I'm going to be...

a buff bride!
No, seriously, you think I'm joking?!?  =)  I have realized I am completely letting myself go.  Pants are fitting a little bit tighter, my bra is even less comfortable, and I'm stressing about how my arms are going to look in my dress.  Will anyone else notice my arms or the back fat I feel I have when I wear my dress?  Probably not, but I will and I don't want to have to deal with seeing that in 80 million pictures after the wedding!  So I have a plan, and her name is Nicole.
Everyone, please meet Nicole:

She would probably drop me immediately for posting her pic, but shes got it on her website, so it's not like she was hiding it =)
Who is Nicole, you may be asking by now~ well she is my new personal trainer.  Yep, I signed up this morning for a 12 week session of 3 day a week workouts one on one with either Nicole or her equally buff husband.  She's really awesome and is completely flexible with my schedule.  Even said I can bring Nico if I need as long as he entertains himself and doesn't A-screw up my workout or B- play on the equipment =)

I start tomorrow with a complete evaluation, which means, weight, measurement, and pictures (UGH)~ but then the workout begins and hopefully much better pictures in my future!! Though I will never rival Nicole's picture, I am looking forward to some much needed stress relief as well as taking care of myself and hopefully getting rid of the back fat issue =)
And the second best part?  Sean gets to do this with me (if timing works out!) So he will get the same eval and can join me for workouts and go on his own 1 day too.  I don't have a buff bride and buff groom picture...